It's Christmas!!!!!  I'm excited that it's Christmas but,  it really doesn't seem like Christmas.  The girls are not here with us tonight on Christmas Eve and they won't be waking up and unwrapping presents in the morning.  My husband's father has been in the hospital over a week and is in ICU not doing very well. 

It's just not "Christmas".  We are suppose to do what we do every year - go to Uncle Ricky's on Christmas Eve and have a big shin dig with the family.  Come home watch some movies - go to bed.  Wake up and then wake the kids up and open presents then head to DJ's parents and then go to my parents.  That won't happen this year.  We are struggling just getting it all together.  The shin dig with Uncle Ricky's was blown way long ago and then with my husband's dad - ugh...  But, to beat it all - I'm in good spirits - I think?

I haven't been here and I'm sorry.  Life has a way of being chaotic and a mess at the same time.  Please pray for my family and my husband's family.  It's a whirlwind of chaos.   To be specific - Me and my husband for the things we are struggling over, my mom - for her to continue to heal with her knee, my brother - he is beyond depressed, my father-in-law.  Ugh....  all this at Christmas time.  Please Lord, help us.

Yep.  I'm such a slacker.  I haven't been here.  No excuses this time.  I'm still here just not on my web site.  Nothing much to photograph these days.  I haven't been out much.  Haley's birthday was December the 8th and now I have a big 7 year old.  Where does the time go?  Seems like only yesterday I was going to the hospital to have her.  Crazy how time goes by in a blink. 

Just wanted to stop in and say hey!!  I may not be back for a wee bit but then again - you know me LOL.  Until next time - Ciao!!